A patient father

                  My father is the perfect example of a patient person.He is able to accept annoying behaviour and difficulties without becoming angry.I remember very well,when I was 11 years old,I accidentally deleted several essential documents of his work that he saved on the computer.I was completely terrified and I didnt know what to do at such a situation.When he discovered what I have done,he was neither angry nor disappointed.So he started working on those files all over again.In addition to that my mom is not the perfect example of a kind woman.She always looks for troubles with the surrounding people including my beloved father,she always looks for silly causes to start a dispute with him but he never said a word or reacted.What I can  mention as an other example of my dad's patience is that he never complains no matter what happens.After my mom's death he took a good care of me and of my little brother and he provided us with all what we needed at that time.He made us what we are now,all this by his own without asking for help.besides this he had a full time job,and it was a very stressful occupation but he was never annoyed or anxious.Furthermore his optimism always fascinates me.7 years before,my little brother was effected by a serious disease and he had to follow a whole new chemical treatement but my father remained strongly optimist.besides this the company that he was working for faced a precarious financial issue and unfortunately it went broke.During this time my dad had to find a job,he was looking  everywhere and i never saw him tired or borred.To conclude I really think that daddy is unique and no body can deny this fact.I will love him until my last breath.                                                       

A Broken Heart

                                                     

I have been trying to sleep for so long but I couldnt because every time I close my eyes I see your angle face and your innocent smile.Now,after 4 years,I still remember you exactly as you were.I still remember the way  you look at me,I still remember that feeling everytime you touched me and still remember your whisper in my ear saying"darling i love you". How can I forget you? I still see you everywhere I go.I can smell your perfum all over my body.I still see your imaginary pictures on the walls of the house that you and I once entred as bridegroom and bride.How can I forget you? your soul is hunting me and your spirit is following me. What is driving me crazy is that I was the cause of your death, you died while you were trying to save me.I wish i'm the one who is now laying down in that dark grave,I wish I'm the one who is barried , I wish we can relive our love story,I wish my son knew atleast how was his father, I wish if you are the one who is knocking the door now, I wish if I open the door and see you standing in front of me, I wish I can have one last chance to hug you, to kiss you, and to tell you how much I love you. Honey I know that what I'm wishing is impossible to happen but I have the right to dream.But what I'm sure about is that I will never love someone as I loved you in fact I will never love someone except you cuz what we had between us was fascinating it was amazing it was a love story between two persons who were completely crazy about each other.I mean who said that death will prevent me from loving you.I will love until i get where you are now.

being married to a selfish person

My husband S is the most selfish person i have ever known but he didn't seem like that until we got married and that's too unfortunate.for example if we want to go on vacation he is always the one who decides where and how we are going to spend that vacation.since he is from the south we always go to see his parents who are still living there ,in summer i'm always obliged to take the kids and spend a couple of months there , despite the hot weather i never complained cuz i do believe that all what i'm living for is the happiness of my small family.in addition to that he likes spending our savings on unworthy stuff,last week he bought two new black suits which were extremely expensive even though he has a closet full of suits, and the year before that he bought a whole new furniture for his personal office without even asking for my opinion and the saddest thing is that i was saving that money for buying a car.furthermore he never contributes in raising or even taking care of our twins, yesterday i was sick and i asked him to prepare dinner for them so he almost burned the kitchen and last week i asked him to pick the children up from school cuz i had something important to do so he forgot.Uh! my poor little twins they were waiting for daddy for hours and hours.Now i started believing that i was unconscious when i married this guy. it is what they say" love is blind".